the day started on a bad note today; that of regret. i had decided the previous night to wake up early, do a couple of chores before i left for work. but i kept sleeping, consciously. and then i hated the fact that there was no time for anything. that, that’s how i have been spending my life. not doing what i should have been doing. feeling terrible. hating myself. cursing myself for being such an ass, a loser, a nincompoop. a pathetic, pityful, sad … sad creature.

i feel better now though. just realized that it might be PMS .. phew!! :-) nothing to worry …

You girls are so lucky !!! You can berate yourself and then get up and just say.. aww it was PMS… We guys have nothing !! Except maybe get drunk… hey.. i think I have a bottle of vodka in the cupboard !….

:-)