for past 2 nights (this, along with the potato dream), i have been with the same person (a mr cute guy) in my dreams (recurrent “dream” :)). how … just wow is that. the guy of my dreams … literally … hahahaha!! :) last night, in my dream of course, we were (both) getting ready to meet someone (can’t remember who), and i am just not able to shower, as in first i don’t have my shirt, then there’s something wrong with my inner wear, and then i can’t find the towel, and i am panicking that he’s going to (or he might) leave without me. and i quietly (i am undressed) open the bathroom door and step out looking for something (towel? shirt?) and just then a door at the left opens up and he steps into the room. and i quickly jump back in (so unlike me) and half-close the bathroom door, explaining. he smiles (he’s all dressed and ready to go), settles his bum on the bed and starts to show me this dark purple feathered long wrap-around-the-neck kinda thing. (i know now where that came from, from my consciousness. over the weekend i had bought a christmas, shiny, decoration strip thing just like that for cy’s school.) anyways, he was showing me that and saying that he’ll gift it to the girl who’s house he was taking me to .. and i woke up. ** sigh ** :) we didn’t hold hands, or kiss, or squeeze .. tonight .. maybe .. ** sigh ** :)

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my tummy has been feeling very weird for past some days, many days maybe. might be all those mirchi bajjis (it’s like a mirchi bada, but without the potato) i had been consuming. just love those things. who would’ve thought that i’ll ever put a live, grenade of a green chillie in my mouth. but to be honest, these are those thick, fat ones, not very pungent, but just flavorful green chillies … and they out of this world. :)

so today i am trying to avoid food. ravaging a crunchy, juicy apple … and i think i am hungry .. hmmm …

and my back is hurting today .. lower back