Monthly Archives: April 2009

hmmm….

mein aaj dukhi hoon .. jus … whassa date? … 30th … hmmm … PMS maybe … one of those moods, when you wanna sweetly slit your wrists, softly with a sharp blade, like a knife goes through slightly melted … Continue reading

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got inspired ..

a bug flitters around the flame in awe, in wonder, in adoration and then it gets consumed in what is just an illusion a deception shining bright burning hot alluring but it, the flame, does not allure it’s just standing … Continue reading

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oink!!?!!

there is this nice line in our guru granth sahib: jo mangey thakur apney te soi soi deve (what(ever) you ask, God will give, just that) complicated for people like me, who have no idea about what they (really) want. … Continue reading

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can’t sleep …

it’s 3 am, and sleep is no where in the vicinity. besides, my shoulder joint is hurting and i am in no mood for a pain killer. this happens (lack of sleep) mostly when i decide to wake up early … Continue reading

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i think …

i think that infidelity is more of a “northie” thing. i think most south indian couples are loyal to each other … even librans … or pisceans … hmmm … today i asked with equal sincerity and intensity two such … Continue reading

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very busy aajkal …

had a lot to update this space with … but no time … :) .. not a “happening” lot, but just … thoughts … :) …and thoughts are all i have …

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http://www.sandeepweb.com/2009/04/16/revisiting-the-horrors-of-1984/ 25 years. i wonder why these “leaders” never got shot (by a gun), just like that, out of the blue, some fine sunny delhi day. it’s not even that difficult here in india … ********************************************************************************************************************** so this is what … Continue reading

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hmmm … shanti! shanti! shanti!

i feel i am in a beautiful place right now. agitating, frustrating, but beautiful. i mean beautiful in one plane at least if not all. as in, i have no idea where i am headed, and i am so ok … Continue reading

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mamma…

this is hilarious. a friend advised just now that i go get a mammogram done. then she told me how you have to place ‘one’ on this cold steel slab, and then the attendant “picks it up”, and moves it … Continue reading

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:)

i really love this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFvHxywQw-c&feature=related i had put it up on my orkut profile dedicating it to our good, sweet, sweet Guru, Guru Nanak. but veer advised me against it rightly. people mightn’t like it. here is a small … Continue reading

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hmmm…

in the morning, on my way to work, i felt like a worthless piece of doodoo, among a lot of other things. at first i thought, for no reason at all. but then when i started pondering, i realized that … Continue reading

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right now if i could pack all my worldly belongings in a bag, i’d pack it, pick cy and leave for mumbai, never to return to hyd again … things like this make me feel this way. you bad, bad, … Continue reading

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videsh .. the movie

i saw the movie videsh (heaven on earth). i really, really liked it … :) just loved the concept … of … of … an entity, that has come about, just to … love you. and such pure, all absorbing, … Continue reading

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hunger …

if i can’t die without it .. i can do without it .. satnam siri waheguru _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________ i am dying to have one thing though. two rather. kardi, pakodey wali, and chawal, jeerey waley. thank you so much alka, for … Continue reading

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thank you … :-)

a beautiful, beautiful thing happened in the morning today. i’ve always had a soft spot for our sweet, dear guru nanak. and of late i have been sending my love to him a tad bit more. and today, in the … Continue reading

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hmmm…

yesterday was a beautiful day. a blissfully empty day, ended in thunderstorms and hard, hard rain. everything i love to be part of my life. and then at night, i opened the windows and the room was so, so, cool. … Continue reading

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:-)

so now i am happily, blissfully aware that i don’t like this place … :) so i wait. till i know what next … where to go … what to do … :) i read the word ‘extatic’ somewhere … … Continue reading

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:-)

i had a sinful weekend. sinfully slothful. and yes, i do feel more comfortable now. comfortable with this … city. or maybe have just got used to the barrenness, the lack of cool, tingly-moist, life-force one associates with green jungles, … Continue reading

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for M … :)

so i’ll write about today then. today i am happy. one perspective is that i am happy for no reason at all .. these things happen you know :). another one could be that maybe it’s connected to something that … Continue reading

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