Monthly Archives: July 2008

reminiscing..

long, long back, i had a best friend, around college time i guess. we were really thick, ni and i. i remember a rainy day, we ran on the roads under one umbrella, spalshing in the water puddles, laughing, shouting … Continue reading

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hehe…

..and so, so many times i dream, sitting like this, here, at work, any regular, typical work day. that i am sitting on my computer and working, focusing on the keyboard, thinking of the words i am typing, looking, not … Continue reading

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hmmm….

it’s overwhelming, the thought that the strings that tie people to each other, connect them, are so, spider-web thin. a strong breeze can break them and then there is no trace, of anything ever existing between those people. those people … Continue reading

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:0) … and also fiction [M/H contd…]

***************************************************************************************************************** hush … shhh … don’t speak. Let me just feel you, your cheek against mine, the rough stubble against my soft skin. How could something so prickly tingle my skin so beautifully, igniting passions and desires that I can … Continue reading

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fiction [ M/H cont…]

She got up, slowly. “Let’s walk.” She said. “Why? Sit here a while. We’ll just sit … and do nothing if that’s what you want.” His eyes were still closed. He didn’t to wake up from the dream it seemed. … Continue reading

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fiction [M/H]

The look in her eyes told him that she’d had enough now, that tiredness was seeping in and that he’d soon need to do something …. Anything different, new, so she wouldn’t get and up and want to go back … Continue reading

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hmmm….

i know i was having really nice dreams, coz both the times that i woke up, i had to literally tear myself away, first due to a full bladder pounding my entire lower abdomen, and the second time, because it … Continue reading

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its a beautiful rainy morning here .. but not raining

i wonder when cy grows up and goes off, if i will feel … alone. i was talking to this .. friend, last evening, over dinner when this conversation came up. she said that she needs to get married soon. … Continue reading

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Help Nivedita

Nivedita needs help. Please let’s get together and make life a little better, for her, for all of us … http://nivedita.indialivenews.com/

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shitty!!

i don’t remember the last time i felt so shitty, completely down in the dumps. why in the morning for a split second i thought that i’d be ready to give anything to go back to pune. then my (sub) … Continue reading

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hmmm … i just finished the book Mystic River by Dennis Lehane. i thoroughly enjoyed it. awesome story and very well written. in my early 20s, i’d wanted to paint, become an artist. i did start a bit … and … Continue reading

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sons and lovers..

in India, of what i have seen, mothers and sons share a weird relationship. it most probably stems from the fact that in most Indian homes, women, their opinions, their ideas, likes-dislikes etc are rarely given respect, or even acknowledgment. … Continue reading

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dream

i had an interesting dream last night. some time back i had had a fiery encounter .. of the carnal kinds, with this guy. really .. awesome; super chemistry. it was … perfect. last night, in my dream, i was … Continue reading

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boring sunday :)

i wonder if i should be doing something right now. maybe i was meant to do something .. on this Earth, and in my lazy, conceitedness i didn’t … or am not doing … hmmm ….. dats one problem with … Continue reading

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:)

i will be a good mommy and cook today. we will (try and) not eat out. :) i’ll show her; mom can cook. _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ if i could, i would, spend most part of my life just sitting, by the sea, … Continue reading

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in the morning today, there was a bounce in my step and a smile on my face. and i was humming the lines from that Guide song: jaaney kya pa key meri zindagi ne, hans kar kaha, ahaha .. ha … Continue reading

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hang over .. hanging over

i have been feeling so, so sleepy since our return. monday was definitely not my day. we missed the 6:20 am connecting flight from mum. though i am sure jet airways had known that we will (the time it takes … Continue reading

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time..

of late i have been feeling weirdly displaced. it’s strange that i, yet, have not been able to completely settle down in hyd. though now i don’t feel so miserable anymore, there are still things of mine that have not … Continue reading

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last days

after a long, long time, i saw a dream last night that i remember, somewhat. i was at this place before, where i have been earlier, in a dream, some time back. i don’t if you remember i once had … Continue reading

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