Monthly Archives: June 2008

garlic

i love the smell of garlic on my fingers. i can munch on and eat whole cloves with roti till the pungent juices start stinging my tongue and the insides of my mouth. and the taste of scrambled eggs is … Continue reading

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living my life on my own terms…

what’s the point though, if I won’t know when it will end … which it will … suddenly, or not … but it will …

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lazy days .. mall nights

i’ve never really oggled at … cars. yes, cars. but the first thing that my tired eyes noticed and got a fresh, very fresh lease of new energy, just as my body stepped out of the abu dhabi airport was … Continue reading

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chhutti… :)

my 2 weeks holiday starts today … yey!!! :)

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no numbers of govt rail website

ah! the agony. i have been trying since last evening to get a number for the railway inquiry but haven’t been able to. the general enquiry number 131 is so difficult to use as it can only be used through … Continue reading

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2 days trng

>>written with a pen during a training program< < in writing i write and i try to find out the words, maybe the images, visions of what i look for. maybe i don't, look for anything. maybe my fingers just … Continue reading

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ahhh!!!

i feel bored today. not the i-don’t-have-anything-to-do-today bored, but a sad bored, a … frustrated bored. since yesterday i have been feeling really stupid about things that i do, stupid, entirely brain-not-utilized decisions i make. like paying 86K for cy’s … Continue reading

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not home … my “nite out”

written on june 14th night, waiting for friends to turn up, far away from home, from my sleeping darling li’l angel it’s truly flabbergasting … for someone who likes to read the last pages of a novel first, to not … Continue reading

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:)

today is friday the 13th. i just like the sound of it. :) i saw (later) half of the movie om shanti om last night. i liked it. it’s good entertainment. and that’s what cinema should be about; entertainment. :) … Continue reading

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hmmm…

the last time i was really, really bored, and had nothing at all to do with my time, i ended up having a ‘boy-friend’, an event that snowballed, rather led to a life-altering chain of events. maybe my life did … Continue reading

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i don’t like myself.

since yesterday i have not been able to think of one good, nice thing about myself. i am mean, thoughtless, very, very selfish and self absorbed and i snap, and don’t snap according to my convenience. i am such a … Continue reading

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new(er) feelings

these past few days, the varied emotions, feelings, nothingnesses i have been feeling, has been amazing. i tried, but failed to articulate them into words. as a matter of fact, i failed to articulate them, even in my thoughts. i … Continue reading

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my hips don’t lie…

i feel like dancing today. haven’t done that in … years. wow! i feel fat … and the thought makes me sick.

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yey!!!

my chhutti got approved. there, another beautiful example of how UNPLANNED my life, this life, this universe is. :) …and it makes way .. ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ it seems like getting out of pune has shot me into another plane. plane of … Continue reading

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today…

i have applied for leave today. i wonder if it will get approved. i hope and pray that it does, and then i, and cy, will go visit my parents. :) last evening i was discussing sex with a friend, … Continue reading

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hmmm…

i did something i didn’t want to. its not like i “regret” it, or i feel shitty about it or something. i just didn’t want to do it. i mean i wanted to do (it) … but not … that … Continue reading

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sleepy

or maybe i am suffering from low blood pressure. that would explain the sleepiness. well, yeah ok, i’m sleepy most of the times, but in the mornings when i wake up at 5:15, like i do, do aajkal, i just … Continue reading

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mon in june 08

last night when i couldn’t sleep, i sat in front of the laptop for a long time thinking of what to write. but i could generate not one thought. then when i hit bed eventually, i had a very nice … Continue reading

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it’s after many, many moons that i am feeling not particularly good today. i guess i get disappointed too easily, just the way i get appointed too easily. i mean the way i get so excited about any damn thing … Continue reading

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