i saw this message/question on amit varma’s blog, where i went through veer’s blog: Imagine you’re invisible.

here goes:

If I was invisible, I’d enter historic museums and touch all antiques. I love touching old things, thinking of the life in those times. Its exhilarating.

i’d steal chocolate cakes and eat them all in the shop itself.

i’d go get lottery numbers of the winning lottery (if its possible), and then buy that lottery.

i’d go see movies for free.

i love soft skin on a guy. especially the neck. and i just go crazy about guys with soft hands. i love soft hands on guys. soft, soft skin over firm muscle feels really good. my favorite position is half sitting on the bed, me on top, the guy’s back leaning on loads of propped pillows. i love kissing the soft neck like that…

i guess its that time of the month. no. not “that”. but that. when one is ovulating and so one gets really horny for all very natural reasons. that’s why this raw, basic, instinct to get the ovum fertilized coming to the forefront of the mind .. and the body. :)

there’re no cute guys in our office. dats wat i was just talking about with M. i wonder if dats the sole reason (not any good looking people around) of people behaving “decently”. no one asking anyone out.

work’s been real hectic of late. i did type out two nice posts over the weekend, but didn’t/couldn’t post them. don’t know what’s wrong with the reliance connection, to every URL it says, ‘Server not Found’. plus, i don’t even have much to say to the world, to anyone for that matter. i lost my pen drive. :( it’d cost me 2.5k. i’ll buy a new, nice one now. those pretty shapes and colors that you get now.

had a very nice, relaxing, rejuvenating swim with cyra last evening. this time, she even came to the big pool with me. she never does as she is scared of the deep waters. but last evening, she held on to my shoulders and kicked the water with her legs and feet. it was glorious. swimming with her in my arms. and i taught her the way the sloth had taught the tiger in ice age 2; push with your hands, kick with your legs. it was so much fun. i’ll see if i can get out of office early enough, i’ll go get those arm floaters for her. all kids have those. it’s so convenient. the tiny kids just keep floating in the deep water, kicking, slapping the water and practicing the strokes. i wish cyra would learn to swim soon. she loves being in the water.

in the morning i was thinking that it’ll be great if the good God graced me with a nice stay-at-home dad. a real nice guy, always smiling and loving, strong not just emotionally/spiritually, but also physically. a true ‘daddy’. who wouldn’t mind my being at work most of the times and will take care of my baby like a mom, like i do .. love her like i do. :) a healthy mix of Shiva and Jesus. Insha allah! I pray to you God! … and with this prayer, i finish this post and go back to work.

its valentine’s day
just around the corner
and i never even cared
what valentine
what day
all days are the same
lame, lame, lame
i don’t have you today
i won’t have you then

i think i’ll be good at running a club. a night club. i don’t mind a day club either/also, but there aren’t going to be many patrons for that. maybe i can have a day club for kids. :)

if only i have that kinda money. and someone with experience. to start it up and all that. like getting licenses and permits and stuff. a liasion officer or some such. and then more money to get all those licenses and permits. *phew* no wonder its mostly the people with a huge “dark” side who get into it .. running a club and all. not fair ..