Monthly Archives: March 2006

blank is what’s my mind right now and blank is the slate of my life i screech and i scratch the hard chalk of my thoughts it just .. .. makes my teeth crush

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laugh, laugh o world. you haven’t known love the way i know love the sweet sweet smile dats always on my lips that hole in my heart getting bigger by the day but i’ll smile and i’ll love and i’ll … Continue reading

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i have had a wasteful life. and now, its just redundant, not entirely joyless, but pretty meaningless. yes, meaningless. there’s no meaning. everything has a meaning, each word, each phrase, a look, a breeze, even the tiny pebbles that poke … Continue reading

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i went too far with the .. envisionment of the iranian guy. he’s not that great. comes no where near sweet dino morea. i have just reached office. i’ll write something nice for dino in sometime. i have anyways betrayed … Continue reading

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the iranian guy

iranian guy. *sigh* that last comment of M, about only if dino morea was iranian, comes from this new .. fascination of mine. there’s this guy. hmmm … *sigh* … whatta a guy. *double sigh*. he’s iranian. and when he … Continue reading

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i have never been able to get rid of the fear that i will be fired. i wonder where it crops from. the fear that i have done something wrong. it doesn’t matter how many accolades i might get (i … Continue reading

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i have never felt what i have been feeling of late. so much confusion, yet, such clarity. its like, nothing’s clear, nothing’s happening, but the clarity is that i don’t care. its scary sometimes. the i-don’t-care. i have a small … Continue reading

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Silent Depths of Love

You like playing on the shore the sunny comforts of the beach paddling, snorkling in the shalows playing with “friends” building sand castles Far, far away in the cool green blue vastness like the vast pacific, lay my silent depths … Continue reading

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i just came back from cyra’s school. she’s in nursery now and will be starting LKG (lower kindergarten) this summer. she will turn 4 this may. wow! four .. :) anyways, i was saddened by the greed (what else can … Continue reading

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mar 05 – last weekend’s remnants

it’s been a nice weekend till now. spendful, as always, but nice. i saw pride and prejudice last night. keira knightly’s, long slender neck made me form a theory in human evolution. maybe, and not at all strictly, long necks … Continue reading

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i am sad today. the only thing that is stopping me from falling on my knees and break out into hysterical sobs is the cheer in this beautiful, beautiful weather. its as if, the sky, the sun, the sweet, cool … Continue reading

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cool dark evenings

on such evenings cold, cold, dark, bluish grey, cloudy evenings when the breeze is moist and cold, and freezes the fingers i look outside and wonder if only, i had hurried then at 6 and run home i could’ve been … Continue reading

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hmmm….

have been having this funny thought that if you are not really big then what i feel will shrink too hmmm… what do i do accept that i am shallow mean so “superficial” or understand that maybe its just a … Continue reading

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i opened notepad this morning, just cos i feel that i ‘should’ write. although, fundamentally, i am against all things that one ‘should’ do, at times one can’t / “shouldn’t” do anything else. a little something happened on my way … Continue reading

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