Monthly Archives: February 2006

lost times

if i was a mopy crybaby, then i’d definitely keep cribbing about why i have grown up. and the one thing i’d miss the most, and pine for, are my school days. when i was in school, i was in … Continue reading

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though still tired and de-energized, i have been feeling a strange kind of … happiness, since morning. its like, i know i am going to die … and i am glad. not glad that i am going to die, but … Continue reading

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i saw this guy’s back in the morning. he overtook me on the road. his back, rather the back of his t-shirt read Arizona. i tried to visualize a t-shirt that read Uttar Pradesh, but couldn’t. i have been feeling … Continue reading

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Rebel Rise Shout it out “I don’t need it” Make your own Institution Write your own Codes

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:)

design a strategy o lord o universe get together conspire perspire expire this phase of empty smiles just thoughts imaginations creations that stay there just in my mind

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i wish, if only, i could

if i could i would maybe i should in wood tho soft carve you your curves run the sharp knife through the soft just as i would my hand on you your curves smoother than butter that smell fresher than … Continue reading

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it was a nice weekend overall

i think i realize why i have not been able to ‘write’ of late. mostly because of work. there’s been so much to do of late, that whatever little time i do get to myself, it whizzes by just pondering, … Continue reading

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sweet sadness

last night i saw you in a dream it was so clear and so real not at all dreamlike you seemed interested maybe not but you were at least around smiling shying looking and then i wake up and look … Continue reading

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for you …

he went he came back he went again he din come and then he did and without waiting to interpret the question in your eyes he left again you got disgusted you were pained you were hurt felt alone and … Continue reading

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i have been feeling surreal, a feeling that has been siginificantly accentuated by the book The Zahir, by Paoulo Coelho (i spell him wrong again). i have been feeling pretty … light anyways of late. well, not last night though. … Continue reading

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today

its a quiet day today. i started it with continuing reading The Zahir, by Pauolo Coelho (don’t think i have spelt the poor nice author correctly). its a nice book. i hadn’t touched it for a long, long time thinking … Continue reading

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i want puppies. 2. labs. one black, one white. for free.

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my baby won a medal :)

y can’t i see the pics here? :(

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senseless

where do i begin there’s so much to say so much yet nothing all those words yet no expression my feelings fail me so does my understanding the pressure the weight the intensity of the love (read lust) that i … Continue reading

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i am sad today so don’t feel what i feel those things that i feel everyday today i don’t feel that i need you here by me, by my side, holding me close rather i feel that i could just … Continue reading

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???

its exasperating distressing and somewhat depressing this conflict of how when where to do, or not to do to tell you or let you find out find me do i go ahead just do it or trust your ability you … Continue reading

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:)

if i were a little puppy i’d wag my tail do some bow-wow run up to you and jump in your lap and you’d smile back cuddle me up take me home and keep me forever

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hmmm…

it has been one of my longest enduring obsessions i am so not obsessive that’s what i keep telling myself and everyone else well, i am not i am just sure hmmm … rather determined persistent i just follow my … Continue reading

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just

i just came in from outside it is a beautiful winter afternoon sunny, cheerful happy and light. i was having lunch and imaginary conversations with you sitting right there not in front not beside me but there kinda everywhere … … Continue reading

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hello! is it me u’re looking for these plagiarized lines so beautiful and befitting for the road-romeo pass i wish to make on you and then i think of how if i ever find you here just walking on the … Continue reading

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