Monthly Archives: December 2005

today

a rs 15 mini thali and a rs 8 vanilla soft cone later, i am a satisfied woman. and i feel glad that i didn’t give in to the temptation of having a burger and spending a 100 rs. a … Continue reading

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dream guy!

i was just having a … conversation with a friend(?) that made me think of … well .. my dream guy. dino morea? ummm…. i dunno. well, now that i think about it, i feel that he is more of … Continue reading

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i did go and order the yummy sweet chariot special. its a heavenly chocolate cake, for which the word heavenly does not suffice. i am already looking forward to the 31st of dec. the new years’ eve, when i (and … Continue reading

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new year’s plans – no plans

my new year plans are all ascrew. lets now play the blame game. i blame piti. piti! piti! piti! piti! piti! ok! i’ll start from the beginning. scene 1: me and M sitting on the vast expanse of the lonely … Continue reading

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painful weekend

wow! it was a painful weekend. literally. i had been having pretty uncomfortable nights both tuesday and wednesday night. it turned into pure, unadulteraed torture on thursday. excruciating is too less a word for it. for the pain that spread … Continue reading

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am tagged

Ah! I have been tagged. Refer to: http://reve3.blogspot.com/, the entry for 24th Dec. things i have been proven wrong about: 1. sam is my soulmate. 2. i will spend the rest of my life with SM. (1995) 3. i will … Continue reading

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googling dino

and hence i try again while waiting for openoffice to dowload i try to pen forth to express the broken, tired, torn, and much scattered thought(s) of this namesake brain yet again googling for dino for there’s nothing else my … Continue reading

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its another blue evening rather dull quiet, sad not sad, sad like bad sad. but just sad .. sad. melonchaly sad what i had turned out bad now tho m content but not glad .. just sad!

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waiting …

waiting for an upload to happen. when you passed me by looking yonder i understood the meaning of the carefully orchestrated collars and cuffs just slightly raised just a bit turned that high in the eyes when you know you … Continue reading

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nice thots

tp din got to school today. she didn’t sleep till about 12 the last night. so in the morning she just squirmed around in the bed, not opening her eyes, and purring out sweet, whiny sounds. my doll. so i … Continue reading

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:)

had a B-E-A-utiful weekend. saw kalyug, and bluffmaster. good entertainment. i love the score of bluffmaster .. uhuh … music, i mean. esp, .. come to meee …., and that punjabi/english mix, say na say na. even the remix of … Continue reading

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beautiful life …

tp. is she here to make me want to live but its not a want more of a compulsion that i have to live, and smile keep smiling to make that angel smile disillusion her now that its a beautiful … Continue reading

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*sigh*

i don’t do, never practice in an effort to forget that, which i never cared for or maybe i did but that was long back when the disillusionment was enough to make me smile, look forward now there is nothing … Continue reading

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sad

i can’t quite figure it out put a finger, or pin-point this strange feeling in my heart what it is, where is it from my “anchor” is shifting starting to move slightly its unnerving me, making me sad unsure of … Continue reading

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whine! whine! whine!

i was thinking about it sometime back. that my parents did their utmost best to make me as dull as possible. they had nothing, but my best interest in mind. and i do understand their mindset. just be quiet, irrespective … Continue reading

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wow! its going to be 2006. i clearly remember the 31st dec, 1995 party. i had just broken off with my 1st true love. … and i was having fun. although the heart still ached, most of it got numbed … Continue reading

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painful

i had the weirdest of dreams last night. i don’t know what to call it. erotic, or just plain horrifying. throughout the dream, (and it was a long dream) i was in such intense agony. i wanted to have sex … Continue reading

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anger

that is exactly what happens when one is angry. stupid things come outof the head, the mouth. things that don’t make any sense, things that don’t rhyme, have no reason. things that make you feel bad later, you regret, that … Continue reading

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AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its just me as pathetic as ever at least a decade back i was pleasant to look at now its just a sack a sack of potatoes torn from the sides black with soot shouting, bitchin, screamin complainin, and explainin … Continue reading

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sad life

now that i have the time i do not know what to do with it and when i don’t have it i keep cribbing there’s so much i want to do and i also keep complaining dat m not half … Continue reading

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