Monthly Archives: November 2005

can’t sleep

1:45 am can’t sleep my eyes are heavy curtains dark maroon, and black dropping on themselves pulling down my mind with them blanking everything out yearning to close there goes the curtain call but i just can’t sleep hey you … Continue reading

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head hurts inc.

saw a really sad picture of amitach bachhan in the paper today. it was in really bad taste. the media are really cheap, disgusting people. not only media, we, the people have forgotten the meaning of the word RESPECT. forget … Continue reading

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dry leaf

a dry, dry leaf lying in a corner since for ever dry, and still. gathering dust a soft breeze last night moved it away it did move but didn’t fly away for it wasn’t completely dry there was a drop … Continue reading

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inconsequential weekend

this has been the sleepiest, most lazy weekend i have had in like … uhhh … all my weekends are sleepy and lazy. i feel bad for M. she’d been wanting to go out since sunday morning. actually, she’d been … Continue reading

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just …

started my morning with the booming music of ‘deedar de’. hai ishq to, ishq to, galey se laga le (if there’s love, then hold me [gala is neck, so literally its ‘neck me’]). really like these lines. i was reading … Continue reading

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prayer

dear god please give me grant me slaves not 2, nor 3 but six. devoted loving and caring and protective each 6 feet in height broad shouldered slender bodied strong yet tender soft yet tough smiling yet a volcano within … Continue reading

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desires and danger

23rd november i just had chholey bhaturey, aloo tikki chaat, and 2 huge, soft, warm, and completely scrumptious gulab jamuns, drowned in garam-garam sugar syrup. mmmmm ….. if that’s what it takes to motivate me to write, then be it … Continue reading

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i know now. wats wrong with me. everything! *sigh* so where do i start. picking up the tiny threads of this great dishevel, scattered all over this huge, huge place, among cartons toppled helter-skelter, their contents, my contents lying splat … Continue reading

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the weekend!

the weekend was nice and peaceful. especially sunday. slow, sunny afternoons, that pass ever so leisurly. i clicked some pictures of cyra. it didn’t happen exactly the way i saw it in my mind. clicking pictures used to be a … Continue reading

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on bluey’s blog *giggles*

bluey … ur tooey nothing inedible all chewy :) ye thehra paani jahan gush karta thaa ik jharna mainey dekha thaa wo gubar ik bukhar ….. ab utra sa lagta hai at least you’re not all hot and red painting … Continue reading

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cyra’s school workshop

had gone to cyra’s school this morning. they had a workshop kind of a thing. on the 5 senses. looked pretty pathetic. for the 2k they charge me every month, for 2 hrs per day, one would think that their … Continue reading

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more love

that evening i saw the Sun and i saw the moon both together in the same sky one setting and one rising one austere and beautiful shiny like just washed and scrubbed the other enveloped a thousand heavens far from … Continue reading

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something stupid

sense, and non-sense. just had a pretty non-sensical discussion regarding these two (and a half) words with a friend. well the topic was not just sense and non-sense in general, but how non-sensical people get when it comes to basic … Continue reading

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love … agin! :)

love is looking into your eyes and never tiring of smiling the smile that hurts my cheeks when i am smiling with people who hardly matter love is touching your cheek like i do my own child’s with love and … Continue reading

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empty!

i remember, how the song(?) firestarter by prodigy used to enthuse this complete sense of being on fire in me. and not the hot, hot fire. but those bright, red-black flames of cool darkness that know nothing apart from shooting … Continue reading

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m planning to get another tattoo, in all probability today. the phrase i had decide on, IN OMNIA PARATUS, i suddenly realized doesn’t exactly mean what i’d thought it did. what i’d read earlier was that it means ‘ready for … Continue reading

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my fone’s dead

i am on a high today. the neighbourhood auntie woke me up at 10, panicky as always. she had locked herself out of her house, again. so we called the guy who lives across her house. she keeps an extra … Continue reading

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love

love. i have always known that i know it. when lithe, nimble limbed riding a fast black horse i knew, its useless i din need it why shud anyone else and then i grew, within caught myself smiling at nothing … Continue reading

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dream

i wanna own a club!

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?

i wonder if its easier to get money if you are famous (and have brains), or if its easier to get fame if you have money. i wonder if i’ll be better able to “have” dino if i am rich, … Continue reading

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