Monthly Archives: October 2005

vampyre encounter

last night was very exciting. as has been happening for the past 4-5 days, lying down in bed waiting for sleep to come and grace the eyes was sheer torture. the nose was stuffed to maximum capacity and the throat … Continue reading

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working … or not

2 work places i have been happiest at are; NIIT, and EdgeOn. Both in Delhi. Now that I look back, irrespective of the work, it was the people that made all the difference. not only the people within my team, … Continue reading

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thinking of dino

fluctuations. life is … fluctuating. like my feelings, my emotions. i love, i hate, i get angry, i sooth, i caress, i shout. my heart is flying. telling me, assuring me, everything is possible. but i always knew that. there … Continue reading

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ramblings

the day started with so many things on my mind. and then, every ten minutes, the brain got washed with a new breeze bringing with it new thoughts, mostly redundant, clouding what was initially there, more significant. the viral is … Continue reading

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disappointed

there was a parents teacher meeting today in cyra’s school. i was so disappointed. for one, one of the teachers does not give me good vibes. i mean right in front of me they talked so much about the other … Continue reading

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sad day today …

i am living, walking, talking, doing stuff, everything here in pune. but in my mind i feel a numbness, and beyond that numbness i can lightly feel the soft warmth of a winter sun; a winter sun of my home. … Continue reading

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just

i saw this damn, damn cute pair of guys in mcD’s abhi. that cute, they have to be gay. :) … and then they told me at the counter they didn’t have ice-cream. *sigh* and this was not the first … Continue reading

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chirp! chirp! :)

this is exactly how i’d felt some months back, in mumbai. this strong urge to buy that place i was living in then. God! i had even composed a poem, an ode to powai. i had never thought in a … Continue reading

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for preeti

her blog doesn’t let me add comments. so preeti, here goes: scientifically put. a muse is a state of mind, a phase when one’s “juices” flow freely. that free flow process can be ascribed to a motivational factor, an inspiration, … Continue reading

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the truth … is right here

today i asked someone something. i knew deep within that what they told me was not entirely true. i mean, it was obvious. the way that person had behaved, had been behaving, their history … like commone. its only logical … Continue reading

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:)

cos i wonder where you are and i wonder what you do are you somewhere feeling happy or is Happy feeling you. :-) .. seriously speaking. this is a very favorite song of mine. i’d so devotedly sung it for … Continue reading

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scared

actually. i feel what i have lost is patience. things/people piss me off more frequently now. and i feel an urge to be more aggressive then necessary in providing feedback. i feel that its very appropriate to use terms like … Continue reading

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i’m bleeding

yes. its official now. i have lost my muse. will i never find it again? what if muse is like virginity. ah! my muse … if only i’d realised earlier. i miss you. because in you i found my expression, … Continue reading

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ghatiyapan

what has the world come to. what has india come to. what happened, what transition when we moved from sweet, ol’ nauroji nagar to sarita vihar. suddenly, all sweetness in people, all honesty in people was lost. when we moved … Continue reading

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bunty aur bubbly for oscars

tp was crying in the morning today. generally throwing a mild tantrum, not getting ready for school, insisting on not wearing her shoes, or making her hair. i got up reluctantly. hadn’t slept very well last night, so the sleep … Continue reading

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