Monthly Archives: December 2004

a thot

what i do for a living is killing me.

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hot

i was frozen. and now i am thawed. so much that i am all hot now. so hot, so red. my metals are melting, oops there they go. ah! its so hot. i see nothing but fire. ah! get some … Continue reading

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frozen

you made me regret my impulses. my first instincts, my first thoughts. my first waves of excitement, the first rays of light in my eyes. you told me its a naiive thought. an immature want, a stupid like. that’s there’s … Continue reading

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christmas

the office management has blocked gmail too. when will they grow up. arrey bhai, if people don’t have work, they don’t have work, then what/how does it matter how much “personal” emailing they do. besides its not the best way … Continue reading

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first squares

back to square one. which square, where. are you aware where this square is, in wat sphere, wat hemisphere. who put you there in the first place. hadn’t you grown weary of it, of that squareness of the square. of … Continue reading

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wat is it?

your face .. it tells a story a story, a mystery, a thriller your eyes, lost limpid pools of sorrow look at me and look through wat it is? dat mystery that thrill dat you keep looking at with ur … Continue reading

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put ur hands in da air…

ah! had the time of my life last night … after a long long time, i truly enjoyed an evening out. me and piti had been wanting to party since monday night. yeah! i know, monday of all the days. … Continue reading

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hmmm……….

i got up at 6:30 am today. after a long, long time. i remember the last time i used to wake up at 6 was in darya ganj .. winter time. we didn’t have a water heater in our shower, … Continue reading

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quick update.

S is going to the US for a month. we’d made such nice plans for the chrismas weekend. it’ll be just us now, me and cyra … having all the fun. hehehe!!!! i’m getting a whiff of a plan simmering … Continue reading

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suzy

i clearly remember the day i saw suzy for the first time. behind the sofa, she appeared and then disappeared. she was almost the size of a big rat then. and then didi picked her up and put her in … Continue reading

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song very dear to my heart.

the song White Flag .. by DIDO. I know you think that I shouldn’t still love you, I’ll tell you that. But if I didn’t say it, well I’d still have felt it where’s the sense in that? I promise … Continue reading

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healing? no i don’t need it. its you my child. writhing in pain. wanting to feel the smell of that skin in your nostrils. the touch that had opened a million buds within you. its you who is awake .. … Continue reading

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the song Maeri doesn’t bring tears to my eyes anymore. maeri kattu o kardi, maeri chattu o kardi, maeri yaad o yaad o aye ree. duniya parayi chhod ke aja. jhhutey sarey naatey tord ke aja. soun rabb dee tujhhey … Continue reading

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