Monthly Archives: July 2004

Dreaming of Dino.

Just now I was sitting and contemplating, ‘have I gone that desperate?’ … that I am … ummm … uh … oh … fantasizing now???? I can’t believe it myself. I have been ardently against fantasizing even since I can … Continue reading

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S

S, we are truly connected. Today when I came into office, the first thing I told PB was that I was feeling sad. And not the negative sad, but nice sad, quiet, peaceful, deep silence within your heart and mind, … Continue reading

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Just …

This is what working “under pressure” does to you. It renders your brain empty of all creative thought. Its actually not so much working under pressure, cos I rarely feel pressured, its more of continously, constantly doing one thing after … Continue reading

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Motherhood.

Motherhood is … beautiful :) … now that I have it. About it being most difficult and rewarding, it is, literally. One main reason, if you have reached there, there’s no other way around it. Its actually the amount of … Continue reading

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Real tight on time. Will update in a couple of days. S. Come back love. :)

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Missing S.

S, you are missed … terribly. You know S, before your arrival here in Mumbai, I knew I faced a long lonely life, but I was truly OK with it. As a matter of fact I was pretty protective about … Continue reading

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It hurts!!!

Some weeks back, Cyra had a bad bruise on her PP. The adult maid who was supposed to look after her had gone out, without my knowledge, and the younger maid had no idea about from where Cyra might have … Continue reading

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Thank you!! :)

Sam, I thank you for bringing Mac into my life … and his return. :)

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Reminiscing.

The mind has been quiet for quite some time now. Wonder if it is the quiet before a storm. Knowing me, I am sure there is one just around the corner. :) ‘Just around the corner’ used to be this … Continue reading

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Saying nothing at all.

The moon was full. The dogs were howling. A long, sad, eerie owwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!! It chilled the heart. It was so easy to imagine a faint, airy apparition hovering over the dogs making them howl like that. Like they’re telling the … Continue reading

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Ode to S.

S is going to Chennai. :( _____________________________________________________ Ain’t no sunshine when she’s gone. Its not warm when she’s away. Ain’t no sunshine when she’s gone, and she’s always gone too long, anytime she goes away. Wonder this time where’s she … Continue reading

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