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i float

a recent remark by joan in the post ‘saree (oct 20)’ inspired this .. i float on my own in the sky thought i had a wish but realized no point i don’t have wings no direction i just float … Continue reading

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its not you

don’t wonder don’t think it is not you this love (lust) of mine its just a thought an image that somehow somewhere in time got tagged with your name no its not you can’t be cos this image this dream … Continue reading

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thots

they say don’t think bad things they’ll come true i say i don’t i think good things but they don’t they say don’t keep frowning your face will go crooked i’ve been laughing ever since my face still is you … Continue reading

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my favorite color..

and then i heard you laugh run around me playing, pushing me its still ringing in my ears your laughter that i heard last night in my dream we were so happy we looked so happy running, playing in the … Continue reading

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joy

its so beautiful this cool-cool breeze the cloud-laden alive grey-silver sky the moist-cold whispers that the wind leaves in the ears the rustle of leaves chattering with each other sharing the joyous mood the celebration the coming of rain god’s … Continue reading

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gone?

i don’t feel it anymore the heat the desire or the passion it seems the volcano is dead d-e-a-d and it feels good this coolth the calm the vaginal opening not contracting anymore it doesn’t hunger it doesn’t scream its … Continue reading

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its valentine’s day just around the corner and i never even cared what valentine what day all days are the same lame, lame, lame i don’t have you today i won’t have you then

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when i am sitting here quietly thinking of nothing at all looking out at the sun and the green the water in the pool shimmers inviting i start to day dream of you in my life and i think of … Continue reading

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*sigh*

i was pissed last night you’re always there by my side all around me like a 40-year old marriage all around all seeing i wanted just a moment to myself my own life back just me and my baby the … Continue reading

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laugh, laugh o world. you haven’t known love the way i know love the sweet sweet smile dats always on my lips that hole in my heart getting bigger by the day but i’ll smile and i’ll love and i’ll … Continue reading

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Silent Depths of Love

You like playing on the shore the sunny comforts of the beach paddling, snorkling in the shalows playing with “friends” building sand castles Far, far away in the cool green blue vastness like the vast pacific, lay my silent depths … Continue reading

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hmmm….

have been having this funny thought that if you are not really big then what i feel will shrink too hmmm… what do i do accept that i am shallow mean so “superficial” or understand that maybe its just a … Continue reading

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:)

design a strategy o lord o universe get together conspire perspire expire this phase of empty smiles just thoughts imaginations creations that stay there just in my mind

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i wish, if only, i could

if i could i would maybe i should in wood tho soft carve you your curves run the sharp knife through the soft just as i would my hand on you your curves smoother than butter that smell fresher than … Continue reading

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sweet sadness

last night i saw you in a dream it was so clear and so real not at all dreamlike you seemed interested maybe not but you were at least around smiling shying looking and then i wake up and look … Continue reading

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senseless

where do i begin there’s so much to say so much yet nothing all those words yet no expression my feelings fail me so does my understanding the pressure the weight the intensity of the love (read lust) that i … Continue reading

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i am sad today so don’t feel what i feel those things that i feel everyday today i don’t feel that i need you here by me, by my side, holding me close rather i feel that i could just … Continue reading

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???

its exasperating distressing and somewhat depressing this conflict of how when where to do, or not to do to tell you or let you find out find me do i go ahead just do it or trust your ability you … Continue reading

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:)

if i were a little puppy i’d wag my tail do some bow-wow run up to you and jump in your lap and you’d smile back cuddle me up take me home and keep me forever

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hmmm…

it has been one of my longest enduring obsessions i am so not obsessive that’s what i keep telling myself and everyone else well, i am not i am just sure hmmm … rather determined persistent i just follow my … Continue reading

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