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Sometimes, it’s not your destruction that you are moving towards, but your destiny…

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We create our problems…

There is such a thing as a safe space for everyone. It’s us, or someone from within us that creates the unsafe place. So, for those elements, that create the unsafe place, should all of us tale the blame, as … Continue reading

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hmmm…

How do I keep it simple; I have a lot of complicated shit to do. The lies are so pretty, and they so sweetly bat their pretty eyelids, they seem so true. And then when I take a deep, deep, … Continue reading

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Vlog 2 – (Apparent, usually senseless) Dilemmas of Life

I haven’t yet figured out why the video wouldn’t play right here. Until I do, I will just keep uploading the videos here. Sorry. Also, the voice goes off a couple of times. I was playing with the earphones plug while … Continue reading

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Vlog 1 :D

Movie on 8-4-17 at 4.46 pm #2 Ok, so I want it to play here, in this window, but it isn’t playing here, but gets downloaded. I will go find out why.

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Death, is only the beginning

Sometimes, I don’t think that wanting to kill oneself is a kind of a mental illness. Sometimes, you just wanna do what you wanna do. And people who insist that it’s an illness are just people who want to stay … Continue reading

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Patience comes patiently…

I am learning patience, to be patient. It’s coming slowly, but I know that I am on the right track. I still jump and scream, cos being highly impulsive comes naturally to me, well, it is me…but I am learning … Continue reading

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About guardian angels

My perspective. For those who believe in guardian angels; do not depend on them; on your respective guardian angel(s). They are there. Yup! They ARE there, but only to nudge you (and they can manage only a teensy-weensy bit); not … Continue reading

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(A) Weakness getting the better of me?

Stupidity annoys me in people. I love it in dogs and puppies, but in people it annoys me crazy. So much that a lot of times I stop seeing reason and forget that the person is right after-all, based on … Continue reading

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A prayer…

Dear Universe, I want to live by the sea… :)

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Another theory…

Complex (biological) organisms have complex internal structures; all sorts of cells, proteins, amino-acids, neurons, a gazillion things working together. Simpler ones have simpler bodies and other internal mechanisms. We also have single-celled life forms. In the same way, I feel, … Continue reading

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:)

the child that i am the child in me throws away the treasure trove nothing i want nothing anymore i am ready for grown-up love

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us women…

We are all easy to cry; the women in my family. And, we are all strong. We are strong, and easy to cry women; and I am proud of us; us all. My mother, my sister, my daughter, yes, my … Continue reading

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not a haiku

yes, life is just her, or his own to each there’s so much love around. just not any within my reach … chalte chalte…

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the conflict

the outside and the inside pull in different directions i wait peacefully to be pulled apart

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A theory

I have a theory. Most smart people are skinny, but most skinny people are not smart. Most skinny people are healthy, but most healthy people are not skinny. Hmmm??

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#wish

wish i could go back to the 1800s europe and fall hopelessly in love with a tall glass of dark and deep…

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thoughts…

in the shallowness of this life, of myself, my being i float on the surface, looking up, longingly, at the sky not knowing, maybe knowing, but not able to, maybe not wanting to swim, dive down, reach down to the … Continue reading

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for you, my love…

i feel feverish, a bit sick or is it just your absence an emptiness a void a vacuum it sucks all in all that is good and positive deep deep down buries it deep within along with your happy memories

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Examining parts of Self

I have never been able to define myself; rather, describe. I have never tried actually. I have never believed that a person, not just myself, is describable. A person is a complex thing, an entire universe within oneself. It’s too, … Continue reading

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