Author Archives: Jagdeep Kaur

hmmm…

How do I keep it simple; I have a lot of complicated shit to do. The lies are so pretty, and they so sweetly bat their pretty eyelids, they seem so true. And then when I take a deep, deep, … Continue reading

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Vlog 2 – (Apparent, usually senseless) Dilemmas of Life

I haven’t yet figured out why the video wouldn’t play right here. Until I do, I will just keep uploading the videos here. Sorry. Also, the voice goes off a couple of times. I was playing with the earphones plug while … Continue reading

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Vlog 1 :D

Movie on 8-4-17 at 4.46 pm #2 Ok, so I want it to play here, in this window, but it isn’t playing here, but gets downloaded. I will go find out why.

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Death, is only the beginning

Sometimes, I don’t think that wanting to kill oneself is a kind of a mental illness. Sometimes, you just wanna do what you wanna do. And people who insist that it’s an illness are just people who want to stay … Continue reading

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Patience comes patiently…

I am learning patience, to be patient. It’s coming slowly, but I know that I am on the right track. I still jump and scream, cos being highly impulsive comes naturally to me, well, it is me…but I am learning … Continue reading

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About guardian angels

My perspective. For those who believe in guardian angels; do not depend on them; on your respective guardian angel(s). They are there. Yup! They ARE there, but only to nudge you (and they can manage only a teensy-weensy bit); not … Continue reading

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(A) Weakness getting the better of me?

Stupidity annoys me in people. I love it in dogs and puppies, but in people it annoys me crazy. So much that a lot of times I stop seeing reason and forget that the person is right after-all, based on … Continue reading

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A prayer…

Dear Universe, I want to live by the sea… :)

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Another theory…

Complex (biological) organisms have complex internal structures; all sorts of cells, proteins, amino-acids, neurons, a gazillion things working together. Simpler ones have simpler bodies and other internal mechanisms. We also have single-celled life forms. In the same way, I feel, … Continue reading

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:)

the child that i am the child in me throws away the treasure trove nothing i want nothing anymore i am ready for grown-up love

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us women…

We are all easy to cry; the women in my family. And, we are all strong. We are strong, and easy to cry women; and I am proud of us; us all. My mother, my sister, my daughter, yes, my … Continue reading

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not a haiku

yes, life is just her, or his own to each there’s so much love around. just not any within my reach … chalte chalte…

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the conflict

the outside and the inside pull in different directions i wait peacefully to be pulled apart

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A theory

I have a theory. Most smart people are skinny, but most skinny people are not smart. Most skinny people are healthy, but most healthy people are not skinny. Hmmm??

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#wish

wish i could go back to the 1800s europe and fall hopelessly in love with a tall glass of dark and deep…

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thoughts…

in the shallowness of this life, of myself, my being i float on the surface, looking up, longingly, at the sky not knowing, maybe knowing, but not able to, maybe not wanting to swim, dive down, reach down to the … Continue reading

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for you, my love…

i feel feverish, a bit sick or is it just your absence an emptiness a void a vacuum it sucks all in all that is good and positive deep deep down buries it deep within along with your happy memories

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Examining parts of Self

I have never been able to define myself; rather, describe. I have never tried actually. I have never believed that a person, not just myself, is describable. A person is a complex thing, an entire universe within oneself. It’s too, … Continue reading

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About my dream home…

Bagiya se sunder wo bun hoga… :)

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A mind..to make..

What is that in my mind, on my mind, something other than my mind. Impressing upon my mind. I want my mind back. Do you mind?

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